4 departments to go. 3 with no oncalls. 1 with oncall, and a major must-know-it-all department.
how i hate that the fact that i am the only one, among my friends, that is yet to finished this particular department. the department with obsessed seniority among the resident and all. the department with killer supervisor. the department with rules that no other departments have. the eight week department. i dread it very much, part of it because i have to do it alone/with strangers (juniors) , and part of it because all the reason above.
i have 2 months and 2 weeks before I 'try' to enter this department. pray for everything to go well, pray for me to get excellent marks, pray for me to get friendly. And most importantly, pray for me to be a good doctor to the small-sized patients there. :)
ophthalmology post test is today. otorhinolaringology , or ENT (ear nose and throat) is the next department.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
here and there
salam and hello blog readers.
i left the blog for quite a long time, for more than 1 month. I tried to blog a few times, but alas time and ideas doesn't permit me to.
i was thinking to blog about my 30 days of cooking challenge. not that i left it at there, i did cook, but i just didnt update the blog about it. so far, I managed to do 1/4 of the 30 cooking I was supposed to master. I'll come back later to that if I have time okay.
clinically, I am at ophthalmology department. it has a 1-month schedule, and now I'm in the last week. Waiting for post test, that is. Ophthalmology is an interesting department, but a stressful one too. Let's not elaborate more on that.
as this is my final semester, I was thinking to do more good for the students here. How? Ideas are popping up in my head now and then, just need to find the right person to execute the idea. it's time to give back, before we do that back in Malaysia.
I miss Malaysia terribly. even if its only 1 hour flight away, i just cant find the time to go to the immigration thrice and surely the tickets will be expensive if I were to go back unplanned. When I say terribly, I did mean so.
It was nice to see friends in Malaysia are progressing in their lives, some has made wedding plans (although I cant still make it :( ) . some has babies in their stomach (that I will manage to see, wait for me baby), many has graduated , congratulations guys!!! and few has second baby on their way. I cant say I don't feel a little bit down not having all this, (shuts emotional maternal instincts down) but I need to remind meself that I'm here for something greater, something good, for the mankind, to the people. be cheesy as it is, people need to have that semangat, that fire in their souls to keep living in this stagnant part of life. Allah knows best.
i left the blog for quite a long time, for more than 1 month. I tried to blog a few times, but alas time and ideas doesn't permit me to.
i was thinking to blog about my 30 days of cooking challenge. not that i left it at there, i did cook, but i just didnt update the blog about it. so far, I managed to do 1/4 of the 30 cooking I was supposed to master. I'll come back later to that if I have time okay.
clinically, I am at ophthalmology department. it has a 1-month schedule, and now I'm in the last week. Waiting for post test, that is. Ophthalmology is an interesting department, but a stressful one too. Let's not elaborate more on that.
as this is my final semester, I was thinking to do more good for the students here. How? Ideas are popping up in my head now and then, just need to find the right person to execute the idea. it's time to give back, before we do that back in Malaysia.
I miss Malaysia terribly. even if its only 1 hour flight away, i just cant find the time to go to the immigration thrice and surely the tickets will be expensive if I were to go back unplanned. When I say terribly, I did mean so.
It was nice to see friends in Malaysia are progressing in their lives, some has made wedding plans (although I cant still make it :( ) . some has babies in their stomach (that I will manage to see, wait for me baby), many has graduated , congratulations guys!!! and few has second baby on their way. I cant say I don't feel a little bit down not having all this, (shuts emotional maternal instincts down) but I need to remind meself that I'm here for something greater, something good, for the mankind, to the people. be cheesy as it is, people need to have that semangat, that fire in their souls to keep living in this stagnant part of life. Allah knows best.
Thursday, September 01, 2011
the poem
I knelt to pray but not for long,I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Muslim duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Allah to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord,I came,
I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...But never found the time.
disclaimer : this poem I copied long ago from the net,but lost the link.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
SHR 2011
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin
Kekhilafan manusia amat dikenali
Kesombongan manusia amat dikesali
Marilah kita bermaaf-maafan
Semoga diterima amalan sepanjang Ramadhan.
Friday, August 19, 2011
al-fatihah
daripadaNya kita datang, dan kepadaNya kita kembali.
it was a shocking and sad news to all of us, arwah Danial Zulkifli died in a road accident on the night of 17th August. I may not know this batchmate of mine very well, but I was utterly sad. The thought of him smiling when we exchange class still remains vivid in my head.
But kematian itu adalah pasti. Waktunya tidak diketahui.
Doa kami buat arwah semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang beriman. Sedekah kami tahlil dan yasin yang mengiringi pemergian beliau. Namun perginya arwah meninggalkan kesan buat kami semua.
Had it be me, I am not ready. I am not ready to die, padahal dari dulu lagi kita sudah tahu mati itu datang bila-bila.
Manusia memang mudah lupa. 'Lupa' adalah kata dasar dalam perkataan insan. Lalai. I was moved and I just hope that let this be a reminder for us all. Umat Islam yang beriman itu tidak akan mensia-siakan walau 1 jam dalam hidupnya melainkan untuk beribadat pada Allah SWT.
Kau Sahabat, Kau Teman by Hijjaz
Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mngenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati
Tulus ikhlasmu luhur budimu bagai tiada pengganti
Senyum tawamu juga katamu menghiburkan kami
Memori indah kita bersama terus bersemadi
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati
Sudah ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu
Di saat kau masih diperlukan
Tuhan lebih menyayangi dirimu
Ku pasrah diatas kehendak yang Esa
Ya Allah,tempatkannya di tempat yang mulia
Tempat yang kau janjikan nikmat untuk hamba Mu
Sahabatku akan ku teruskan perjuangan ini
Walau ku tahu kau tiada di sisi
Perjuangan kita masih jauh beribu batu
Selagi roh masih di jasad hidup diteruskanSedih rasa hati ini mengenangkan dikau
Bagai semalam kau bersama kami
Moga amanlah dan bahagia dikau di sana
Setangkai doa juga Fatehah terus kukirimkan
Moga di sana kau bersama para solehin
Ku sahabatku kau teman sejati
Take a moment, recite & sedekahkan al-fatihah buat arwah danial zulkifli, teman kami.
it was a shocking and sad news to all of us, arwah Danial Zulkifli died in a road accident on the night of 17th August. I may not know this batchmate of mine very well, but I was utterly sad. The thought of him smiling when we exchange class still remains vivid in my head.
But kematian itu adalah pasti. Waktunya tidak diketahui.
Doa kami buat arwah semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang beriman. Sedekah kami tahlil dan yasin yang mengiringi pemergian beliau. Namun perginya arwah meninggalkan kesan buat kami semua.
Had it be me, I am not ready. I am not ready to die, padahal dari dulu lagi kita sudah tahu mati itu datang bila-bila.
Manusia memang mudah lupa. 'Lupa' adalah kata dasar dalam perkataan insan. Lalai. I was moved and I just hope that let this be a reminder for us all. Umat Islam yang beriman itu tidak akan mensia-siakan walau 1 jam dalam hidupnya melainkan untuk beribadat pada Allah SWT.
Kau Sahabat, Kau Teman by Hijjaz
Telah tiba saat waktu kau tinggalkan kami
Kerana takdir yang Maha Esa telah menetapkan
Sedih rasanya hati ini bila mngenangkan
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati
Tulus ikhlasmu luhur budimu bagai tiada pengganti
Senyum tawamu juga katamu menghiburkan kami
Memori indah kita bersama terus bersemadi
Kau sahabatku kau teman sejati
Sudah ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu
Di saat kau masih diperlukan
Tuhan lebih menyayangi dirimu
Ku pasrah diatas kehendak yang Esa
Ya Allah,tempatkannya di tempat yang mulia
Tempat yang kau janjikan nikmat untuk hamba Mu
Sahabatku akan ku teruskan perjuangan ini
Walau ku tahu kau tiada di sisi
Perjuangan kita masih jauh beribu batu
Selagi roh masih di jasad hidup diteruskanSedih rasa hati ini mengenangkan dikau
Bagai semalam kau bersama kami
Moga amanlah dan bahagia dikau di sana
Setangkai doa juga Fatehah terus kukirimkan
Moga di sana kau bersama para solehin
Ku sahabatku kau teman sejati
Take a moment, recite & sedekahkan al-fatihah buat arwah danial zulkifli, teman kami.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
obstetrics.
salam. this is my new home for the past month. i had 2 more weeks here.
RSU Dr. Pirngadi.
it was far from home, so we often get tired once we reach home. the traffic didn't help either.
but i feel this whole new experience is great, a change of place is refreshing.
there were many co assistants/young doctors fom different universities, not to mentions towns also.
Apart from USU, there were UNBRAH from Padang, UMI from Medan, and also UISU from Medan too.
this is us. the USU kawan-kawan. the two guys of the left are azmi & mansor, who are her for gynaecology,
two weeks left for obstetrics. one week left for exam.
adam malik is missing us, we know.
we had too much fun here.
macam karangan english PMR pulak.
day 3 : ramadhan special : ayam masak merah
something simple and satisfying.
yum yum yummeeeeh! |
easy ingredients : fried chicken (above) blended chili + tomatoes (below) |
emo post that starts with a picture of chicken? irony.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
ramadhan kareem
Selamat berpuasa semua.
Semoga kita manfaati Ramadhan kali ini.
Mungkin saja ini Ramadhan yang terakhir buat kita semua.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
day 2 : breakfast : nasi lemak
Salam. I'm back with the 30 days challenge.
Been a bit busy with week 9 of surgery department.
Ngee.
Nasi lemak is a very popular Malaysian dish. So if you're a Malaysian & you went somewhere that nasi lemak is unavailable, macamane? Masaklah!
It is an easy pheasy cooking.
Kalau tak tahu, malu.
always yummy! |
the ingredients. |
#1 it's easy pheasy.
#2 I'm a bit in hurry.
See you guys in the next entry!
Monday, July 04, 2011
Sunat. Again?
all smiles. |
it was at another place, & this time I teamed up with a PPDS, dr Said. He was cool. Like super cool. Coz we did like 10 boys before lunch!!! I learned a lot that day. Yeay!! Even this is my fourth time joining this kind of thing, I still think that I need to learn a lottttttttttt! (emphasize on the LOT.) We managed to do 13 boys. With the total boys involved on this day 103. Phew.
at the PT. PLN (spot me!) |
the two seated in front are the PPDS. that's abg Said & kak Septi. Thank you 4 all d experience given! |
Alhamdulillah on the opportunity given. I am very thankful indeed.
Sunday, July 03, 2011
day 1 : breakfast : introduction & karipap
salam. a bit much of me to do a teaser eyh?
actually i am feeling rather bored with the usual hospital-home routine.
and i feel like i need to challenge myself.
i tried all the sports activity. swimming, jogging, futsal yada yada.
it was fun, but not fulfilling. hehe.
so i think & think, let's cook!
i will learn something new, & i got to eat summore!
i'm not trying to cook fancy things,
just some stuffs that i like to eat...& are hard to find here in Medan!
so let's roll.
for the first entry, i choose to learn how to make karipap (curry puff) from norasliza.
she was the only person who i know cud make a karipap in a breeze.
thank you 4 teaching me dear friend!!!!
so here's how it done.
steps in making the exoskeleton of karipap. |
a. divide the flour into two compartments.
b. one u dough it with water, one with margarine.
c. make small balls of the yellow dough & put it into the white dough. make a ball out of it.
d. flatten the dough (the one with the yellow inside it) & cut half so that u can roll it into e.
e. roll it & pull it a bit (u might wanna ask how to do this, it is rather complicated). once u have the elongated version (not in picture) roll it & cut in halves. Flat the halves & they are ready for you to put any kind of filling. you can put sardine, potatoes or anything inside it!
f. make sure the sides are flatten throughly
g. 'kelim' the sides. it's rather hard for 1st timers.
f. fry it!
i am sooooooooo happy that i have learned how to make a karipap! no more frozen karipap to fry, i can make it all by myself!! huahuahua.
i am not opening a cooking class here, just mere reporting that i have cooked! hehe. so if u wanna try, u cn ask in the comment column! or just DM tweet me! ngee.
Saturday, July 02, 2011
Friday, July 01, 2011
sunatan sunathon sunat sunaaaat! wajib.
what a long meaningless title. hehe.
but you geddit right?
sunat = khitan = circumcision.
alhamdulillah last Wednesday, in conjunction with holiday in honour of Isra' Mi'raj,
most of the PPDS and the dokter muda *ehemehem* and medical students are involved in sunatan massal.
their aim is about 3000 young boys to be circumcised during that day.
but of course,
dimanaaaa tenaga medisnyyyyaaaa...
so those yang udah bisa can be an operator, & teaching their friends at the same time.
I managed to be one.
It was an opportunity not to be missed.
we managed to do 5. penatttttt pastuhhh.
we met a lot of people with deifferent attitude.
one thing i learned that we must know how to handle people. especially dramatic ones. T_T.
:)
but you geddit right?
sunat = khitan = circumcision.
alhamdulillah last Wednesday, in conjunction with holiday in honour of Isra' Mi'raj,
most of the PPDS and the dokter muda *ehemehem* and medical students are involved in sunatan massal.
their aim is about 3000 young boys to be circumcised during that day.
but of course,
dimanaaaa tenaga medisnyyyyaaaa...
so those yang udah bisa can be an operator, & teaching their friends at the same time.
I managed to be one.
It was an opportunity not to be missed.
iha & febrina |
iela & fara |
iha seronok since it was her 1st time |
the team : iha, me & febrina |
we met a lot of people with deifferent attitude.
one thing i learned that we must know how to handle people. especially dramatic ones. T_T.
:)
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
ah, sweets.
ayah & umi, no more gossipkan alang & this guy k.
he's gonna get married already!
shweet kan?
congrats buat tomok & ayu.
congrats juga buat pasangan yang akan bernikah tidak lama lagi.
ps-trend lagi baru nihhhh..gk pake kad kahwin...tapi pake video kahwin jemput orang!!!
he's gonna get married already!
shweet kan?
congrats buat tomok & ayu.
congrats juga buat pasangan yang akan bernikah tidak lama lagi.
ps-trend lagi baru nihhhh..gk pake kad kahwin...tapi pake video kahwin jemput orang!!!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
quick break : danau toba
last two weeks, we decide to take a break from the usual house-hospital routine since we are blessed with two days holidays.
we decided to refresh ourselves at danau toba!!
and need i say more, the trip is simply.....
we decided to refresh ourselves at danau toba!!
the view is simply breathtaking. subhanallah. |
and need i say more, the trip is simply.....
awesomeeeee! |
Sunday, June 26, 2011
this is my family for now.
us. |
we each may have different opinions on everything
we each may have our mood swings at different times
we each may have annoying attitudes that irritates others.
but here we are.
the last semester.
(plus 2 months extra 4 me due to the accident)
6-8 months, insyaAllah,
till the next adventure back home in Malaysia,
just hoping that we will survive every obstacle that comes,
learn everything we possible could,
let it be in medicine, or in life.
Ya Allah turn us into good doctors that leads life according to the right way.
Thursday, June 09, 2011
surgery
i'd love to update. but the surgery dept requires the P3D participants (that's us) to do everyday oncall. either its 2pm-8pm. or 8pm till 8am. and you've got (wajib) be there 8am till 2pm.
geddit why i cant update?
but surgery is cool.
everyone is cool.
geddit why i cant update?
but surgery is cool.
everyone is cool.
Saturday, April 02, 2011
bloody floody
Medan city is flooded, the news said.
And yes, it is. Near the bandara (airport), the flood was as high up until the pinggang.
I experienced flood before, and it was disastrous. I had to deal with the aftermath for months after that. The wooden furniture ruined, my papers soaked, my laptop charger kaput.
And yes, it is. Near the bandara (airport), the flood was as high up until the pinggang.
I experienced flood before, and it was disastrous. I had to deal with the aftermath for months after that. The wooden furniture ruined, my papers soaked, my laptop charger kaput.
taken from Nina Raihana's fb |
taken from Hamdi Irsyad's fb |
Luckily for us, after the flood hits our home, we move out. Alhamdulillah, our home area is not affected but pity to our fellow friends who were. To these guys, let us know if we can help you guys in any way.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
this one goes out to DinieNajwa.
I may not be the perfect friend.
I may not be the comforting person you turn into.
I may not be the one to cheer up a person's day.
I may not be able to write sweet words to someone.
I may not be able to pick out the perfect gift for someone.
I may try, but often I did not succeed.
But for me, you guys, *you know who you are* are the opposites of these.
I often feel you guys were heaven-sent.
Especially today, this one goes to Dinie Najwa.
I know the rest of us will agree on this.
Simply read the words below & bear in mind this is what we ALWAYS think of u.
You are gorgeous.
dinie the next top model hehehe |
You have a super sweet smile.
Pose vogue |
You are a high jumper!
efek pasir, amazing! |
You are hug-able!
mau join group hug!!! |
You are a friend indeed, whether in need or not.
terharu session :') |
You have an amazing figure (heheheh!)
yes, you heard it right :) |
Don't let others tell you differently.
So, for you, Dinie Najwa, Happy Birthday!
Love u lotssssss miss vogue!
ps//all the pics credit from her vast collection of photos in FB. awak, jgn marah yer hehehe :D
slurpp.. ^^, |
Monday, March 28, 2011
lagi lagi mengenai hati
suddenly the title is in malay.
why is that a bother? because when jennyto first start this blog, she promised to keep it in english.
so that her english wont deteriorate badly while her *ehem* temporary stay in Medan.
okay, WARNING this entry is lengthy.
but this entry in an unusual entry for this blog.
not only jenn don't usually blog in Malay
but jenn don't usually blog about PErAsaAn.
she hates to write about it.
but she think she needs to write it now.
sampai bila jenn nak mengelak?
jenn don't always blog about her feelings.
be it menyampah kat orang, jatuh cintan ngan orang, kecewa berguling guling.
no, she might hint about here and there when she cant stand it.
but NEVER the whole entry.
she likes to tell about her clinical stuff.
they make her excited to be a doctor.
but hey, meredith grey had issues right.
okay, enough introduction.
so this past month or, 2 months huh? time flies.
kebelakangan ini is more like it. kebelakangan ini terlalu banyak isu mengenai perasaan.
Perasaan #1 Cinta.
geli rasa nak taip perkataan cinta tuh.
tapi cinta tu wujud. bukan suka tapi cinta.
bukan main suka suka orang kacak di televisi. NO!
Love is easier to type. Maybe because love is usually used everywhere. Until the very meaning of it is lost.
I've observed to many wrong kinds of love these days, I just hope that everyone came to their senses and stop the love drama thingy.
Korang yakin ke tu cinta korang?
Kalau yakin, alhamdulillah, tie the knot.
Itu orang.
Jenn?
There were moments when her friends call the 'STCMO' mode.
She wish she find her own, her own man, but she knows there's still many things to achieve.
Even her studies pun x complete, jangan nak berangan nak bercinta.
I once read a great article from here.
“tempat asal cinta ada satu je.” , kata dia.
Saya percaya jodoh itu misteri. Letaknya di tangan Allah, bukan manusia. Jangan biar manusia lain menetapkan definisi jodoh bagi kita.
I suggest you guys read the full article. it's worth the time, seriously.
Perasaan #2 Benci/Menyampah
Biasa lah kawan-kawan. Berlainan latar belakang.
Ada yang dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang sopan santun.
Ada yang dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang agak-agak ganas.
Memang Allah SWT dah ciptakan kita berbeza.
Of course, korang akan cakap, kesabaran manusia tu ada limitnya.
But if you guys think, sampai bila la ko nak menyampah kat orang tu kan?
Yang rugi nye, orang yang menyampah.
Bukan orang yang ko menyampah tu.
Kalau orang yang korang menyampah tu tak teraffect pun ngan korang, tu menunjukkan dia bersabar.
Atau dengan kata lain, korang kurang sabar.
Ok sebelum jenn merapu macam pensyarah psikologi, NEXT!!!
Perasaan #3 Mencari perhatian
Dalam banyak-banyak perasaan yang nak diblogkan, I think this is the most interesting one.
Because nowadays, there are certain status updates yang tujuan dia tak lain tak bukan,
MENCARI PERHATIAN.
Maybe korang kurang kasih sayang dari kawan-kawan.
Maybe korang tak reti nak selesaikan masalah in real life.
Maybe jugak korang dah takde mulut nak bercakap, hanya ada jari jemari untuk menaip.
DAN takde handphone untuk SMS cuma ade laptop untuk UPDATE STATUS.
Sekian terima kasih.
why is that a bother? because when jennyto first start this blog, she promised to keep it in english.
so that her english wont deteriorate badly while her *ehem* temporary stay in Medan.
okay, WARNING this entry is lengthy.
but this entry in an unusual entry for this blog.
not only jenn don't usually blog in Malay
but jenn don't usually blog about PErAsaAn.
she hates to write about it.
but she think she needs to write it now.
sampai bila jenn nak mengelak?
jenn don't always blog about her feelings.
be it menyampah kat orang, jatuh cintan ngan orang, kecewa berguling guling.
no, she might hint about here and there when she cant stand it.
but NEVER the whole entry.
she likes to tell about her clinical stuff.
they make her excited to be a doctor.
but hey, meredith grey had issues right.
okay, enough introduction.
so this past month or, 2 months huh? time flies.
kebelakangan ini is more like it. kebelakangan ini terlalu banyak isu mengenai perasaan.
Perasaan #1 Cinta.
geli rasa nak taip perkataan cinta tuh.
tapi cinta tu wujud. bukan suka tapi cinta.
bukan main suka suka orang kacak di televisi. NO!
Love is easier to type. Maybe because love is usually used everywhere. Until the very meaning of it is lost.
I've observed to many wrong kinds of love these days, I just hope that everyone came to their senses and stop the love drama thingy.
Korang yakin ke tu cinta korang?
Kalau yakin, alhamdulillah, tie the knot.
Itu orang.
Jenn?
There were moments when her friends call the 'STCMO' mode.
She wish she find her own, her own man, but she knows there's still many things to achieve.
Even her studies pun x complete, jangan nak berangan nak bercinta.
I once read a great article from here.
“tempat asal cinta ada satu je.” , kata dia.
Saya percaya jodoh itu misteri. Letaknya di tangan Allah, bukan manusia. Jangan biar manusia lain menetapkan definisi jodoh bagi kita.
I suggest you guys read the full article. it's worth the time, seriously.
Perasaan #2 Benci/Menyampah
Biasa lah kawan-kawan. Berlainan latar belakang.
Ada yang dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang sopan santun.
Ada yang dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang agak-agak ganas.
Memang Allah SWT dah ciptakan kita berbeza.
Of course, korang akan cakap, kesabaran manusia tu ada limitnya.
But if you guys think, sampai bila la ko nak menyampah kat orang tu kan?
Yang rugi nye, orang yang menyampah.
Bukan orang yang ko menyampah tu.
Kalau orang yang korang menyampah tu tak teraffect pun ngan korang, tu menunjukkan dia bersabar.
Atau dengan kata lain, korang kurang sabar.
Ok sebelum jenn merapu macam pensyarah psikologi, NEXT!!!
Perasaan #3 Mencari perhatian
Dalam banyak-banyak perasaan yang nak diblogkan, I think this is the most interesting one.
Because nowadays, there are certain status updates yang tujuan dia tak lain tak bukan,
MENCARI PERHATIAN.
Maybe korang kurang kasih sayang dari kawan-kawan.
Maybe korang tak reti nak selesaikan masalah in real life.
Maybe jugak korang dah takde mulut nak bercakap, hanya ada jari jemari untuk menaip.
DAN takde handphone untuk SMS cuma ade laptop untuk UPDATE STATUS.
Sekian terima kasih.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
colorful life!
colorful stockings!! |
Next monday, a new department awaits us. FYI, we still don't know what department we will be going into. So, it's gonna be kind of surprise, ait.
Anyway, do u like my colourful stockings? I got these babies yesterday!!! They were on my checklist for quite some time, and here in Medan there is only one sox gallery & it's sooo far. *exxagerating*
I miss home, I miss Malaysia, I miss my family, I miss diniepikacitoabboy. I miss someone that isn't mine.
Friday, March 25, 2011
eat you heart!
last night dinner |
i want this for lunch, dinner, tomorrow breakfast, lunch, and dinner again.
can ah?
Sunday, March 20, 2011
i'll miss you orthopaedic.
GeT ReAdY fOr the GRueLLing
tHe hOrRifyinG
thE eXtReme
sTraigHT frOm thE orTHopAEdiC SurGerY dEpaRtMent
RSUP HAM MeDAn
amputation |
talus dislocation |
future surgeons (that's dr iela and dr syafik) |
neurosurgeron + orthosurgeon taking a nap midnight on call. |
i've finished duty on orthopaedic surgery. i'll surely miss them. this week will be our examination week. hopefully we'll ace it after 3 weeks of operations, rounds, oncalls, bed-side teachings.
insya-Allah.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
friday events.
what a day! during the saidatul ayyam, there were 2 big events.
1)a friendly match.
I mean a REAL friendly match between our futsal team versus students of Sultan Iskandar Muda of Medan Sunggal.
The scene was like at the last AFF Suzuki Final Match.
Like, seriously.
We were outnumbered by fans and yells.
We are Malaysians, they are Indonesians.
They sang Garuda DiDadaku like at the match.
They yells "IN-DO-NESIA" just like at the match.
Their coach wore Indonesia's Polo T-shirt.
Afiq wore Malaysia's blue jersey.
And We won.
2) Fara's birthday celebration
we celebrate it at mr.pancake, sun plaza. it was nice seeing all the friends at one place, gathering and exchanging news & gossip. the food was nice, the company was great, it was a relaxing night out.
1)a friendly match.
I mean a REAL friendly match between our futsal team versus students of Sultan Iskandar Muda of Medan Sunggal.
The scene was like at the last AFF Suzuki Final Match.
Like, seriously.
We were outnumbered by fans and yells.
We are Malaysians, they are Indonesians.
They sang Garuda DiDadaku like at the match.
They yells "IN-DO-NESIA" just like at the match.
Their coach wore Indonesia's Polo T-shirt.
Afiq wore Malaysia's blue jersey.
And We won.
grabbed from Ezzaq FB who's our only supporter there. |
Today is fara's birthday but we have to be oncall at RSUP HAM until tomorrow.
So we decided to celebrate it yesterday, along with celebration for winning the friendly match.
those who attend i hope u had fun birthday girl! |
I'll upload the rest of the pic to FB if I got time later.
Okay, patients waiting for me at the A&E, so till then!
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
outerspace
Martian with red headband >.< |
Sometimes I feel like I'm from outerspace,
When I talk,
Nobody understands.
When I cry,
Nobody knows why.
When I feel crappy,
Nobody stood by me.
Sometimes I wish I could find,
A place truly where I belong.
A place where someone, or somebody,
Have the same piece of mind,
Or maybe just understand what I'm saying.
Someone just to say, yes you are right,
when I'm about to explode.
But maybe I'm wishing wrong,
maybe what I have now is the best for me,
maybe after all,
what we wish for is not what we need now.
Pray hard, bear in mind,
Everything will be okay in the end,
Till then stay strong,
Stand for yourself,
InsyaAllah,
we'll find what we are searching for.
Monday, March 07, 2011
those old times
I NEVER upload scanned photos of old pictures.
You know, the one where we had to buy a 32/64 ? roll of film and insert it into a camera (yes, do you know where we can find those type of camera nowadays?) and snap! snap! ; after that we have to go to a photo shop (its seriously a shop, not some app) and wait for about 30 minutes to see all the pics.
You guys remember righttttttttttttt?? Haha.
So recently, two of my old friends (damn, we're getting old together right?) from different phase of my life, upload some pictures to the all fame FB.
You know what old pictures do right?
Bring back all those memories.
Bad ones. Happy ones. Wacky ones. Sad ones.
Anyho, those two pictures are happy ones.
Can anyone see how drama free my life is? *cough*
Looking back at these old photos made me realise how far had i've been through, how long had i had live on the world, and how many sacrifices from our loved ones (UmiAyah especially) that I'm where I am now.
I should be less complaining and comparing.
*Biarlah walaupun handphoneku masih a pure phone T_T*
I should be thankful and work hard to make all those times are worth it.
You should be doing it too.
You know, the one where we had to buy a 32/64 ? roll of film and insert it into a camera (yes, do you know where we can find those type of camera nowadays?) and snap! snap! ; after that we have to go to a photo shop (its seriously a shop, not some app) and wait for about 30 minutes to see all the pics.
You guys remember righttttttttttttt?? Haha.
So recently, two of my old friends (damn, we're getting old together right?) from different phase of my life, upload some pictures to the all fame FB.
You know what old pictures do right?
Bring back all those memories.
Bad ones. Happy ones. Wacky ones. Sad ones.
Anyho, those two pictures are happy ones.
Can anyone see how drama free my life is? *cough*
from farhana romeli's FB that's the girls fom my batch at MRSM Muadzam Shah. Last day of SPM. |
from Nor Sharizan's FB. My 1st roomies in MCIIUM. Aisyah college, 1st year. |
I should be less complaining and comparing.
I should be thankful and work hard to make all those times are worth it.
You should be doing it too.
Sunday, March 06, 2011
Orthopedic, on call Sunday
I told you I'll be back. haha. Let's not make hiatus a regular thing right?
So now I'm finishing my first week of my one month stint in orthopedic dept.
I've told you before that I'm loving it, and now I'm still in the same state, even when today, it was my group turn to 'on call' for 24 hours + monday's W.H (wajib hadir). It was super-tiring as we had to do all things by ourselves, which means prescribing all the patient, GV-ing all the patient and follow rounds with the doctor. By night time we have to stand by if any patient is admitted to the orthopedic dept at the A&E.
It was a chance to getting to know more about the patient illness, and learning stuff relating to their conditions.
So now I'm finishing my first week of my one month stint in orthopedic dept.
I've told you before that I'm loving it, and now I'm still in the same state, even when today, it was my group turn to 'on call' for 24 hours + monday's W.H (wajib hadir). It was super-tiring as we had to do all things by ourselves, which means prescribing all the patient, GV-ing all the patient and follow rounds with the doctor. By night time we have to stand by if any patient is admitted to the orthopedic dept at the A&E.
It was a chance to getting to know more about the patient illness, and learning stuff relating to their conditions.
the rest of the group taking a break someone feels too much at home, guess which one. |
tired face. |
us! in the co-asst on call room. |
Okay, looking forward for the second week and for the next entry!!
Saturday, March 05, 2011
orthopedic, week 1.
salam and hi readers, even if there are few of you guys. heheh. its been a while since my last update and of course many things happened.
recently, just this week, i had my first from-doctor-point-of-view experience in the OR! (or OT, or here, OK : pronounced oo-ka ). Whatever the name is, I am really excited and nervous at the same time. FYI, I skipped paeds in the lower cycle and joined my group for upper cycle and now I'm happy in the Orthopedic Surgery Department!
Can I membebel a bit? I thought Orthopedic would be lame, as it was only stuff related to bones. But somehow my experience contradict me. I was enjoying this department more than I thought I would be!
<3 <3 <3 <3 (too much doing love icon at FB resulting that)
The doctors who are studying to be Ortho specialist AND are in charge of us are cool enough. They dont treat us like stupid students, but more like future colleagues. Me likey!
i'm tempted to put a picture of me in the OT clothes or here we call doek. You may noticed the difference of language between Malaysia and Indonesia even in medical stuff, and the simple reason for that is they are colonized by the Dutch. So the language that are absorbed into Indonesian Language was a bit influenced by the Dutch. Haha a bit history for you there! :D
Anyway, no picture of me here (or anywhere) wearing that clothes, because I looked too skinny. Not a good image for future doctor right? hehe.
Okay till then, I'll be back, faster than a G6!!
recently, just this week, i had my first from-doctor-point-of-view experience in the OR! (or OT, or here, OK : pronounced oo-ka ). Whatever the name is, I am really excited and nervous at the same time. FYI, I skipped paeds in the lower cycle and joined my group for upper cycle and now I'm happy in the Orthopedic Surgery Department!
Can I membebel a bit? I thought Orthopedic would be lame, as it was only stuff related to bones. But somehow my experience contradict me. I was enjoying this department more than I thought I would be!
<3 <3 <3 <3 (too much doing love icon at FB resulting that)
The doctors who are studying to be Ortho specialist AND are in charge of us are cool enough. They dont treat us like stupid students, but more like future colleagues. Me likey!
the pseudo-shoe lace. ignore the blood splatter too. hehe. |
Anyway, no picture of me here (or anywhere) wearing that clothes, because I looked too skinny. Not a good image for future doctor right? hehe.
Okay till then, I'll be back, faster than a G6!!
Monday, January 03, 2011
Saturday, January 01, 2011
of new year, n malaysian tigers.
happy new year peeps!
this would be my 1st entry outside my house in Medan. I am currently on call at RSTD (Rumah Sakit Tembakau Deli) , not the usual RS Haji Adam Malik. RSTD is a really old hospital, and is famous for its ghost stories.
So tonight we (me, farah n ielala) will be countdown-ing to 2011 from here. Maybe we'll just enjoy the fireworks.
Well, I would want to miss out congratulating the Harimau Malaya for being the champions of the Suzuki AFF. You guys rocked everything, and by it I really mean you guys rock EVERYTHING!
1st, you guys played in a stadium full of INDONESIAN supporters only. I know, even we are afraid to scream our lungs out when you guys scored, but we did it anywhere. And I'm glad that you guys are brought into the stadium by their baracuda. We're at war!! Not only that, you guys manage to score a goal even!!
Encik Safee, we're glad to have you.
2nd, of course the increasing interest on Malaysian football, not even with the guys, but the women as well. I'm sure you guys have read the letter to khairul fahmi saying thanx for bringing sexy back, or you can read my dinienaa letter to him.
3rd, twitter is rocked by you guys. everyone knows right?
Okay, enough about football.
Resolutions anyone?
btw, i've ended 2010 with GV-ing my patient.
lets hope 2011 will bring happiness n blessing for all of us.
this would be my 1st entry outside my house in Medan. I am currently on call at RSTD (Rumah Sakit Tembakau Deli) , not the usual RS Haji Adam Malik. RSTD is a really old hospital, and is famous for its ghost stories.
So tonight we (me, farah n ielala) will be countdown-ing to 2011 from here. Maybe we'll just enjoy the fireworks.
Well, I would want to miss out congratulating the Harimau Malaya for being the champions of the Suzuki AFF. You guys rocked everything, and by it I really mean you guys rock EVERYTHING!
supporters indonesia sangat ramai ok mebe ni bukan gambar dari the match hehe. |
1st, you guys played in a stadium full of INDONESIAN supporters only. I know, even we are afraid to scream our lungs out when you guys scored, but we did it anywhere. And I'm glad that you guys are brought into the stadium by their baracuda. We're at war!! Not only that, you guys manage to score a goal even!!
Encik Safee, we're glad to have you.
2nd, of course the increasing interest on Malaysian football, not even with the guys, but the women as well. I'm sure you guys have read the letter to khairul fahmi saying thanx for bringing sexy back, or you can read my dinienaa letter to him.
3rd, twitter is rocked by you guys. everyone knows right?
Okay, enough about football.
Resolutions anyone?
us. taking a break from on call. our new year dinner, haha. |
btw, i've ended 2010 with GV-ing my patient.
lets hope 2011 will bring happiness n blessing for all of us.
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