Sunday, April 27, 2008

+.::.+ uhuh +.::.+

this blog will be abandoned for a while.

So what should i do
Just lay next to you
As though i'm unaffected
And who should i be
When they're judging me
As though i'm unaffected?
-Hoobastank "unaffected"

Thursday, April 24, 2008

+.::.+ aaaaaaah! +.::.+



kepale pusing.

hidung berair2.


even tutorial diexcusekan supaye pulang.

hopefully sehat soon.

xmao miss class!!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

+.::.+ breakable, but mend-able! +.::.+

salam to all of u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had a fulfilling weekend, really,
n i know its a bit too late to blog it all since its already..nearly WEDNESDAY...

as usual, on saturday, we all had class.
saturday was a no-hols for us.
luckily our class finished early and me and nisah decided
that we had enough of this stressful week.
oh yes. she had some personal problems, and i had mine.
added to the due date of the 'makalah' thingy.

so we decided to hit the mall, and watch whatever movie there is.
there were ps i love you *borrrrrring* , bee movie...(bzzzzzzzzzzz...u r so yesterday!) and the forbidden kingdom. *hurm?*

we decided to watch the forbidden kingdom, starring jet li and jackie chan, sounds like a promising movie ait?

n thankfully it is. we half tot that the movie was in chinese. lol. but it was cool tho.

balik rumah, then i went to 'jenguk2' some activities done by some jakarta students on islamic-based gathering. cool stuff, what they did, but then I had to go, for my housemates have their sports day tomorrow, n i need to catch some z's as well.

the next morning was the PM USU Sports day. Girls = netball. Guys = futsal.
I did my piece of work. lol. I became the assistant to the water girl!!! Hehe. We decided to sell 'Air Mata Maria' that day, and somehow it became 'Air Mata Hanisah'.

As my housemates are totally coolness in playing netball, they won it, for two years already.
And we *the rest of batch* went shouting like mad "Go Hobbits!!"
In case you're wondering, Hobbits is the name of the group.

wif farah!! hebat gle diorg men!!

afiq ^the blue man^ , syaz, ngan nisah yang mempunyai air mata yang sedap dan berharge rp2000 se cawan!!! hehe...

Sampai la ke petang that game.
and i went home flat abes.
Monday morning, wake up, pegi lab,
life resumes as usual.


kene bebel lagi dengan the same lecturer?
I think all the happiness I gathered during the weekends will made me able to go through the whole week.

Cayalah Jennyto!!!

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.
And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

-Breakable, Ingrid Michealson.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

+.::.+ manja +.::.+

taip-taip tajuk, teringat the hit malay series.
hit as everyone knows about it, even me,
but note that i didnt watch the show more than 2 episodes.


huhu. somewhere in the name of the show brings me to another memory of sesat-sesat di jalan raya suatu masa dahulu.

anyway, this entry has nothing to do with the above crap.

It's about me.

bukan nak kate, saye seorang yang manje. (ewe!)
tapi i've been pampered and comfortable (maybe not that comfortable, but adapted) with the condition here in Medan.

I remembered the 1st thing I noticed when I first came here, they ( Indonesian people, i'm sorry, no offence here) lack standardization. Or perhaps they couldn't afford it. (hey, that's harsh!) But it's true.

And somewhat I've adjusted to that life, but not to their level of nonchalant-ness. But I noticed, most of the assignment I've done is like, 'melepas batuk di tangga'.
Lagi-lagi with tutorials, which often trigger my headache, like it did now.

Anyway, this morning my tutor was someone from the pharmacology department. Those of you who had read this blog since the 1st time I came here knew how thay are like. Superstrict.
Remember no drinking in class??

The situation now is we are all trying to put up a decent paperwork for the last block tutorial report which are done individually, with strict guidelines. And they gave us six damn days to do it. And to top it all, the recent tutorial on the new block, I had to present on Anatomy AND Histology part of the Respiratory System. I don't know what you guys are thinking, but let me put this straight, SANGAT BANYAK. Even though it is easy to understand both part of the presentation, untuk menyediakannye, memang makan mase the whole night.

I was up until morning to do the presentation chart, which limits each presenter with two flipcharts. Okay, no limitations, but jangan la membazir kertas tu kan. Even the MEU people tak kasi amik the flipcharts banyak-banyak. PELIT..! (kedekut)

So what happened?
I was the 1st presenter, haruslah Anat & Histo dulu, then the Physio part of the case, then barulah the Pathophysio part of the care, then the Pharmacology part....if this doesn't make sense to you, google the

Tak bercakap lagi, suddenly the tutor hentam me cukup2. Said my writings are too small. Dem. And then she go on about keperibadian (?) and all those stuff on how to make a good presentation. I went totally blank and lost my words. Hilang my introduction.

I don't know why but I've been quite stressed up these few days. maybe it's the paperwork, maybe it's something else. And when she bombard me with all these MEANINGFUL tips, I nearly lose it. My eyes suddenly is filled with something liquid that are begging to fall on these delicate cheek skin of mine. (ewe!)

Aaaaaah. talk about being emo in the middle of the tutorial. well, I keep on talking on the whatever I should be talking about, and then sit to listen to others (which are also greatly criticized by the tutor) without understanding anything.


Entahlah. Is anything about me being pampered and adapted to the situation has anything to do with my emotional state?

I don't know. hu. but it seems that I've been keeping a lot to myself and I feel like I could burst any moment.

No one to talk to?

More like no suitable person to talk to.

A friend of mine said to accept things as they are and be more appreciative towards all things.
I' m trying my friend.
I'm trying.

I guess that's it.

sedikit luahan hati since I can't do anything tonight.
not my paperwork, not the society work, not even study, not even eating, cant sleep as well, because I've just waken up from a 3 hour sleep after class.

My head throbbing like mad.

Nak balik. :(

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

+.::.+ memperbaharui +.::.+


okay. i'm trying to put up a focused, lengthy, and informative update here. so let's begin!!

1st update - it's nearly one month since we moved, and we realized that we haven't do any housewarming yet!!! furthermore the exam is over, its time to meet up outside campus!!!~

and not to forget HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Nisah (my dearie housemate!) , Uda (tuannya Luna Maya), Amir Hakimi, and....Pojie..! haha! Nisah dapat 2 kek!!

the menu for that day was MI REBUS and NASI GORENG yang sangat sedap. hehe. if you guys dont believe it, tanyalah orang2 yang datang...dr iwan ke...AMY x datang plak..she got stuffs to attend, ryte AMY?

happy birthday to you....happy birthday to you....

antara yang datang~

as i said earlier, exam dah habis. well for now. bye2 CVS (cardiovascular) block!!! c u @ the comprehensive exam!!! i hope i'll score then n yang lepas juge!!

now its the respiratory block, so the next theme will be "learning to breath" !!! (familiar.?) hehe...ala2 switchfoot aite.. :p

but then...eventho we all had said our goodbyes to the CVS block...we are all still attached to that block by the final report of our tutorials...thank you MEU. kawan2..da siap makalah??

buku yg difotocopy dari abby (english books r a scarce thing here) yg telah byk bergune...
thx abby mudhayana!!!

next is my recent addiction to this cigarette-like-wafer-filled-with-chocolate. the chocolate cream inside this thingy is very rich and creamy, and sangat fulfilling as isinya sangat ikhlas, read : penuh diameternya!
how addicted am i to it? how about 5 batang per day? heavy smoker. haha. but now i'm trying to reduce it i manage to eat only 2...yeay!

tgk isi die....penuhkan??!!

ni la die...CHOCOLATOS!!

as the respiratory block has commenced, and we all are pushed back into the "study-study" mode, i would like to remind all my fwens..and me included.....

all work and no play makes us dull students...
all play and no work makes us fun students....


goofing in the lab!

hey, saper ingat.."no la-la-la-ing in the lab?" *winks*

Saturday, April 12, 2008

+.::.+ sedikit kesengalan selepas exam +.::.+

diri sendiri da buhsan tengok poster PORSENI tuh.

tak reti-reti nak update.

tak reti-reti nak cari mase.

tak reti-reti nak stop isi mase lapang dengan tido.


hari ni saye nak bercakap-cakap je.

sebab saye baru lepas exam cardiovascular. sangat pharmaco exam die.

hehe kenape cakap camtu??

sebab soklan yang tak jawab adalah mostly from pharmaco dept.

tula. sape suruh bace gitu2 je notes die, tak bace dengan penuh kedalaman *in depth*

oke. alaa ngantokla.. sori laa mmg x fokus betol.. tapi kne tdo..jap lg nk kua plak..

tunggu next update yer!!


Sunday, April 06, 2008

+.::.+ awakening +.::.+


okay, memang a few weeks ni takde mase lansung nak put up a good blog entry.
but tapi, *eheh* byk nak diceritekan, dats y macam x focus,

and x professional *bak kate rins*

so this is the updated version:

PORSENI - Pekan Olahraga dan Seni which is annually done by the 2nd year batch, this year its ours!!! is finally here.
PORSENI ni die hosts a lot of games. To name a few, basketball, volleyball, badminton, football. And with SENI to the name, ade jugak karaoke, band competition, CS tourney and macam2 lagilah.

The opening itself is okayla, we went for the nite session, die da start dari petang.

PORSENI - Pekan OlahRaga dan SENI...conducted by our batch!!

ngan iela iput..thx a lot fwen..evntho byk it helps me in a way..da dapat keceriaan sket!!

ngan my 'boyf' for d nyte! MJ! hehe.

posing2 dpan stage...kah2...

basketball (",)

court badminton yg kotor :p (aftermatch)

rinie shud noe about this PORSENI thingy, kamu masuk kan last year?? it is still going on, hopefully aderlaa yang batch kite menang orait?!! support our batch guys!!!
pada 06 USU : good luck xm cardio sok!! ikut la kate jantung anda untuk menjawab!!