this morning i just arrived @ malaysia. so relieved to leave the o.c.
anyway.i felt so down now.
oh gravity why cant we seem to pull it together?
to mr. sum1 that i usually turn to whenever i lost hope. no wonder u gave all the excuses.
yet i still think of you. i should have let things they were. a history.
the dark side of me. i usually don't show it to people. even many people tot i'm this happy-happy-no worries kinda person.
but there's always you. you who always been there. as a close friend. someone that i had a huge crush on. crush its not the way to describe it. i love being with you. but i kinda lose my hope eventually on you. ntahla. sometimes i do think you are the one. tp i dont know la.
whatever you are feeling right now. i know u will be suprised by this entry.
well just forget whatever.