saye punya beat da jalan.

hari tu, pegi tengok Betty kat bengkel.
die sehat.
nampak cam baru.

tapi saye tengok die ngan perasaan yang bercampur baur.

sian dia.

saye mungkin tak mampu nak bawak die jauh-jauh dah.
nak bawak pegi lalu ringroad nak ke adam malik pun takut.

Betty, 
saya mintak maaf.
saya takleh bawak awak dah.
saya bukan taknak, tapi takleh.
saya tak berani.


Betty,
buat masa ni biarlah orang lain bawak awak dulu ye.
orang lain tu bukan sape-sape.
sume tu kawan saye yang tolong waktu kite eksiden haritu.
takpekan?


Betty,
nanti saye kumpul kekuatan nak bawak awak balik eh?
tapi slow-slow la.
saye berani bawak takat dari umah kite ke umah kawan-kawan kat taman sebelah je.
nanti da berani sket, saye bawak awak pegi adam malik plak eh?
jangan majok tau.


Betty,
sorry sebab awak kene dok bengkel lame-lame.
tu pun sebab nak dptkan body and sportrim baru untuk awak.
awak suke tak?
dah tak calar-calar.
dah tak bengkok.
ehm, mungkin awak rase awak dah kene mandi skang ni,
tapi tunggulah dulu ye.
tak sempat betul nak hantar awak gi toilet awak kat seberang jalan besar tu.
he.


ikhlas,
jennyto!

tak susah, senyumlah.

MM, 22 years old came with 17 years history of limb weakness.

He came after 17 years of suffering.
His muscles atrophied.
His movements are jerky and involuntary.
But he likes to smile.
He smiled when he saw me, checking his vital and neurologic status day by day.
He smiled when I talked to him.


Today, he PBJ-ed.

That's indonesian for Pasien Berobat Jalan.

Dear friends, I pray for us to be great doctors, and I hope we all learn to brush our problems aside when we are in front of patients, and be professionals.

Smiles to the patients. Because they can do that to us, why cant we?

Senyumlah seindah suria.

stories

some stories are meant to be told.

some are better to keep it to ourselves.

we all had complications in lives.

dramas in real lives.

sad.

happy.

confused.

bitter.

mad.

enjoy.

let's pray that we can get through it all,

insyaAllah.

SHRMZB!

 with love.

jaga diri.

the ramadhan story part 3

jenn gembira.


hari itu,
dapat makan nasi berlaukkan tomyam, paprik dan ikan tongkol bersambal yang enak.
kelmarin,
dapat makan nasi berlaukkan udang masak tempoyak dan sayur campur.
semalam,
dapat makan nasi lemak berlaukkan ayam goreng dan kuih gula melaka.
hari ini,
dapat makan nasi goreng hotdog ditambah nugget.
esok,
mungkin dapat makan nasi putih berlaukkan kepiting (ketam), cumi (sotong), kakap (ikan).

ditambah dengan peneman-neman buka puasa, teman-teman yang menggantikan keluarga di perantauan.
meriahnya ramadhan.

hasil snap-sana-sini

ibadah menghiasi bulan mulia penuh berkah,
semoga kita bertemu tahun depan, insyaAllah.

surat rindu kepada jenn.

Hey Zainab Zulkifli

There’s no easy way to say this, but we miss you. We miss the way you smile, we miss the way you smell, we even miss the dumb jokes you used to tell.

We know it has only been 3 months since you last logged in, but to us it feels like a few years.

...

Chat with you soon!

Hugs,

Yuna and the YouthSays.com Malaysia Team.

yeah, ryte.
i miss you guys too. not.


hehe. :D


how does they know how i smile, n smell, n even worse, the dumb jokes i used to tell?
does anybody apart from these people who doesnt know me, miss me?
email me then. haha.