Restricted Movement Order.

RMO for short.
I talked about RMO a bit in my last post.
And how there is #noRMOforme
but when I got an off day one or two during this RMO, I was feeling helpless.

I always felt that I am neither introvert or extrovert, and I am a bit in balanced between those two.
Because I sometimes enjoyed the time I had alone, doing some reading, cleaning, daydreaming, the list go on.
But I also enjoyed the company of my friends, PikaAbboyDinieCito, ex temerloh clan, the broga-one-time-only gang and going out with mzms friends (well a few of them).

But boy am I feeling stucked.

I can totally understand if people are going crazy during RMO.
Those who loss their jobs, had big commitments.
Those who themselves of family are affected by covid19.
Those who are stucked in a crampy place, with no area for personal space, even worse, if these people had abusive family members around them.

I can't discuss patient information but sexual abuse is real these days. The rape cases among family members are just absurd that you are going to think is this a telemovie or what? Shit this is real life.

Anyway, about being stucked.
KKM released a nice infographic to change your mindset. For you, and for me.
#Mentalhealth is important too! Make sure you fill those time with productive stuff, even playing games, cleaning your room, read that one book, zumba, drawing or whatever stuff.
If you're with your family, enjoy this time to be with them. cherish the moments, be thankful that you are with your loved ones.

from KKM

I probably feeling stucked because of not being able to go back home to Seremban. Even though its near, being a healthcare worker (HCW) I could expose my family to the virus. I could be an asymptomatic carrier.

Recently my housemate during this RMO time was told to be PUI (person under investigation). Let's hope the result will be negative, or I will need to test too.
(this is actually the whole point of me writing this entry, I was a bit worried, and trying to let it out here and there)

Let's all pray and hope that we win this war.
We will win this, insyaAllah.
Ramadhan is coming.
We will win this.

COVID-19

Today is March 26th.
It has been a whole week plus one day of #RMO of Malaysia.
It is a well known fact that there's this virus, namely COVID-19 has struck the whole world, hitting China and Italy badly.


When it first struck Wuhan in December 2019, little that we think it will spread like bushfire.
Now it's declared PANDEMIC by WHO.

Many countries have been in either lockdown or restricted movement order, RMO for short.
Our latest PM, Muhyiddin Yassin has just announced yesterday the extend the duration of RMO until April 14th.

I was down with mixed feeling since the RMO started.
I can't go back to my parents house.
And I still have to work, with high risk of getting infected with the amount of people we're treating everyday.

In a positive note, there a lot of attention given to healthcare workers (HCW) and sometimes we get some NGOs giving us free food and stuff for our hospital. People now can see how important is healthcare and also how simple things can compromise your life.

I kept quiet in my social media regarding some issues that I think people need to reserve their comments;

1) How the virus started in Wuhan, China - it had already happened, and they manage to curb it (no new cases in 3 days!)
2) How the virus spread from ijtima' Tabligh in Sri Petaling - again, it already happened, I have mixed feelings about this - but never angry.

It was a blessing in disguise, like my colleague said, because they are easily recognised. If you may think what had happened if the virus spread from a pop concert? You will have a hard time tracing them.

I was also sad, because these people are religious people, they are usually old and knowledgeable. I hope we still have religious people in this country rather than a whole lot of netizen and ticktockers.
I remember reading that this is a sign of the Day of Judgement is near - when you cannot find religious people anymore.

Me and my HOs after finished our op late last night.

I think I have to stop here. There's too many things in my mind right now.
#juststayathome #kitajagakita

whew phew and hew

salam and hi

life continues, and so do I.
Allah swt granted me life day after day.
It has been 6 years.
SIX YEARS since I last wrote.

SOOOOO many media social are available since my last post,
And I've been in quite a few number of them

Friendster - closed my account
MySpace - random talks with strangers with common interest, quite interesting, closed account
Facebook - still there, randomly logged in in a few months, too much stuff made my head spins
Twitter - idk why people is so angry there, inactive until further notice
Instagram - I am quite in love with this one, pretty stuff, but not to be taken seriously, active active ACTIVE - MY VICE

Please jenn - never tiktok, no matter how kawaiii it looks like.

ANNYYHOW...

When I read my last post, there was a sentence
me. i'm still me. still not married and thus no kids yet.
Its funny and irony at the same time, because, yeah I am Still The Same. #sts #lol

Anyway Dolores Umbridge said, Progress for the sake of progress MUST be PROHIBITED.
And despite hating her character, I could not agree more.
(she's a character in Harry Potter if you guys don't know, sheessshh)

Not meeting my Mr Right yet came not as a sad news for me, but a chance to be thankful for the life I was given. Allah swt has given me so much, more than I think I could ever achieve. And for that, I remembered in the Indonesian movie, Laskar Pelangi, Pak Harfan said to the rainbow troops;
Hiduplah untuk memberi sebanyak-banyaknya, dan bukanlah untuk menerima sebanyak-banyaknya.

I hope insyaAllah I would try my best to give what I could to the society, my workplace, and my family. The opportunity is there, and I hope I do take it responsibly.

Please don't be confused when a woman is happy being single as being contented. I actually get that a lot and it annoys the hell out of me. Being thankful and contented is two very different things, and I suggest your ass-es to learn a bit about it if you mind can't. (ouch)

There is a thing or two projects that I will put up in this blog, to love, in of loves. (of course!)
So, till then! (hope not another hiatus jenny!)